Romans 1:20 For since the creation of the world His invisible attributes, His eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly seen, being understood through what has been made, so that they are without excuse.Â Â
I canâ€™t remember if what I am about to write happened just before, or just after, the loose wheel incident, but it was about the same time. What God was teaching me by what happened below, was not very clear then, but as time continued it became more and more clear. I was driving a truck and was on a remote stretch of the hi way, which gave me a little more time to think than normal. I started thinking about the stars, the planets, and then the universe as a whole, at least as much as I knew about it at the time. My mind traveled through the planets, the stars, and then to the end of the universe. Then I thought, how can there be an end, something has to be on the other side, then wondered what it could be. The more I thought about it, the more impossible and unbelievable the whole universe thing seemed, at least from the human perspective. I determined there had to be a creator, some one had to do it, and it had to be God. The feeling I had right after this revelation is hard to describe, and I wonâ€™t even try. Everything seemed to be coming backward to me. Wasnâ€™t I already saved, hadnâ€™t I receive Jesus as my Lord and Savior? Was I really saved? No doubt I was because God stayed after me, His spirit convicted me over and over again. I could not speak against God, Jesus, or the Holy Spirit, and was very uncomfortable when those around me did. How could I resist the revelation He gave me without returning to Him? I would have to be hard headed, thick skinned, foolish and dumb. Am I all those things? Well, the bible calls us sheep. At this point Faye and I were attending a United Methodist church, but if we were surrounded by any real Christians I did not know it, but there were a lot of really nice people there.
After about 10 years God was affirming His presence to me in a big way. I donâ€™t know any better than Job how the foundation was laid, but I know WHO laid it.
Job 38:4 “Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth? Tell Me, if you have understanding,